We have a lot of these moments...
So...
The weather has been so nice, here, in Virginia! I can't believe it:) we are usually SO over being hot, but it has been nice. It's been temperate. The way, I think, Virginia is supposed to feel. The way I want everything to feel (temperate, right? Life is so not temperate). The weather, it turns out, affects me way more than I think it should. Which is why I was surprised to wake up 'full of the cold' (as my Scottish friend says). Again (like, every two weeks I'm sick! What is that?).
So, like everything else in my life that is unexpected (which is, like, everything), I rolled with it, took some airborne (not working so much for me anymore), some extra vitamins, too, and took some bubble baths. My favorite thing in the world when I'm sick is a hot bubble bath. And chicken noodle soup. But now I have to be gluten free, so I don't have any gluten free chicken noodle soup in my house... So bubble baths it was. I also like to read, so I'm reading Outlander- it's good:) I'm on the upswing I think, and the weather is still pretty nice.
We are loving having a dog! Pippin is awesome, and totally sweet. He is training to be a search and rescue dog, and is doing sooooooo good!!! He is very smart, and cute, and sweet. So, we are totally becoming dog people. I have to say, though, that lab hair is everywhere! When I tell my friends about this I get an eye roll and pretty much the same response: give it up. The hair is everywhere. All the time. Yes, even after you vacuum. Yes. All over. Even on the counters. Even after he goes to work (with Mark). Give. It. Up.
It's all good. I do love him:)
We are doing well with school, too. I think it's possible that I'm becoming more laid back, because if we don't do something or don't finish a lesson, or the girls just don't get something, I'm like... Alright. We'll try again later. Let's have some pretzels. Let's go for a walk. Let's read some Harry Potter. That will probably all change when it's test time... But I hope not. I like being less stressed.
And that is the heart of it all, right? That thing I keep coming back to... God has it. I don't know when that will stop surprising me- you know, when at the last minute everything just works out, and it's okay. Things fall into place, the situation works itself out, pain becomes understandable, stress becomes less. I have to remind myself that sometimes I just need to wait. Wait and be still. Wait to see the possibility in what seems like an impossible moment.
It isn't easy. I know I don't have all the answers. I'm so not a having-it-all-together person. I've come a long way, though:) God is so not finished, either.❤️
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